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Another note entirely: I'm terrified I peaked as an artist my senior year in high school and all my best work is behind me. I'm terrified I'm paying $120,000 to major in something I'll never be able to do properly again.


Willard and Mainflashbacks of genocide, of open roads and sniper fire, of rotting and needing and never finding and dying. soldiersWillard and Main
carrying off a starving orphan, chanting of country and
countrymen. you could've saved that boy's life.
flashforward to things you cannot have back. the starving orphan, crying, staring, wanting, needing on
the cover of time magazine. the headline reads:
disappearing children. you have made mistakes, and you are sorry. you are so,
so sorry.
you should be sorry.


decrescendositting in the dark, i sing along to the radio,decrescendo
crying for a lover i'm not sure i ever really
had. the electric embrace of my headphones
turns me into someone else, someone who
understands love and knows when to let go.
i confuse my alphabet with the musical one,
spelling my name gaebd, turning my initials
into chord progressions.
i press the headphones on tighter and feel
what someone else has felt because it's so
much easier than being me. (there's a button for stop.)
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The best pictures happen, when you dont plan to make them...
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Everyone - We found Waldo. But I can't tell you where - it's become a matter of national security.
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The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle. (Anais Nin)
Tate
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Finally updated my website!: [link]
The burden and pressure of human consciousness, that ominous and ludicrous luxury. - Vladimir Nabokov
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"Only you can prevent forest fires" - Smokey The Bear
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Everyone - We found Waldo. But I can't tell you where - it's become a matter of national security.
Thank you so so much for the favorite
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Jillian Xenia
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